New Year

Friday, five days into the new year. So far there have only been a few bumps a long way. Felt completely out of control one day and then fine the next..Said things that maybe I should have said in a better way, learned some things about myself and about people close to me.
I hope that this year will be a year of growing, learning and creating a healthy environment for me and for my family. I hope that I can be better at letting people know what I need and how I feel, instead of holding it all in. That I can conquer the fears that hold me back, that I will take more risks, and realize that Yes, you really only have one life and you better take advantage of every single minute.